“ Every single night of my life, every night since we’ve been on the road, I see kids with their eyes closed screaming along as loud as they can, that’s therapy, that’s fucking beautiful. That helps you. How many times have you been with a best friend, just screaming along in the car? Just enjoying yourself. Or dancing in a bedroom? Or singing in the shower? All of that. Or how many times have you made love listening to music? Music brings people together, I don’t want you to forget that, because this shit is not a competition.
Craig Owens (via quotestobequoted)
Strawberry Smoothie
Today was supposed to be
One in a million. The best day ever. It’s not. It’s just another day where I sit around and watch alexa chung and take forever on the sodoku in the paper. I do not know how to deal with that. I am apathetic to the world in a whole new way.
Also: I wish I could wedge myself into their lives. I just am not a third of a whole anymore.
Please get me the seasons of degrassi for my birthday. Even the middle school ones. Please.
It is times like these
That I wonder where I am in life. And I wonder what I am feeling. I just know that I am feeling something. That my heart has opened up And it sure as hell wants to say something. But there is a small hand over my small heart. And it doesn’t feel like chatting.
God damn. Who am I?
One day, people will care about me. More than just my boyfriend. Someone will believe in me. Someone will tell me that I am worth something. And I can be their best friend. And maybe they can be my maid of honor in my wedding.
I am getting engaged sooner than most know about. Like, soon after my birthday at the end of this year. And after that, comes a wedding. But I have no one to be my maid of honor or my bridesmaides. I have no one like that. Who will stand by me at my wedding? Who will support me in the final leap of a relationship that I have worked so hard for? I have been through hell to be with sean. And I would do it again in a heartbeat. I just hope when I finally do get to say ‘I do’ that I will have people that rejoice with me and know the history and know what I have been through.
I just want a girl best friend.
FUCK.
everyone needs to calm the fuck down. blah blah blah. maybe actually talk to each other? i mean, it’s not my business, obviously. but it’s obnoxious. everyone always thinks they’re right. everyone has so much pride. no one is a slut. no one is a shitty friend. no one is an idiot. everyone just has too many emotions and pride issues. fuck. get over it. ALL of you. nothing personal. HAH. yeah right.
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kills us
We will dear.
I can feel it.
And when next june rolls around and I can call you mine forever,
I will have an eternal smile on my face.
So lucky to have found you so soon.
So lucky.
Perfect night #2
:)
i miss you too
A Perfect Friday Night
My Grandma.
Sean.
Me.
Sean brings my Grandma roses.
We watch anime.
Order pizza.
Play Tic Tac Toe (and I win everytime :D).
Dance like fools.
And in fact, it’s what just happend.
I love my Grandma for letting this happen.
At least she understands how wonderful Sean is.
She really does.
:)
